{"id":18479,"date":"2023-02-13T00:35:47","date_gmt":"2023-02-13T05:35:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/?post_type=poetry&#038;p=18479"},"modified":"2023-06-20T10:52:49","modified_gmt":"2023-06-20T14:52:49","slug":"julia-wiener-i-forgive","status":"publish","type":"poetry","link":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/poetry\/julia-wiener-i-forgive\/","title":{"rendered":"\u042e\u043b\u0438\u044f \u0412\u0438\u043d\u0435\u0440. \u042f \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0449\u0430\u044e"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n\u042f \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0449\u0430\u044e<\/p>\n<p>\u043e\u0442\u0446\u0443 \u0437\u0430 \u0442\u043e \u0447\u0442\u043e \u043e\u043d \u043c\u0435\u043d\u044f \u0437\u0430\u0447\u0430\u043b<\/p>\n<p>\u043c\u0430\u0442\u0435\u0440\u0438 \u0437\u0430 \u0447\u0442\u043e \u043e\u043d\u0430 \u043c\u0435\u043d\u044f \u043d\u043e\u0441\u0438\u043b\u0430<\/p>\n<p>\u0431\u0440\u0430\u0442\u0443 \u0437\u0430 \u0442\u043e \u0447\u0442\u043e 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