{"id":17462,"date":"2022-10-13T00:16:00","date_gmt":"2022-10-13T04:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/?post_type=translations&#038;p=17462"},"modified":"2022-10-13T23:12:16","modified_gmt":"2022-10-14T03:12:16","slug":"mikhail-scherb","status":"publish","type":"translations","link":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/translations\/mikhail-scherb\/","title":{"rendered":"\u041c\u0438\u0445\u0430\u0438\u043b \u0429\u0435\u0440\u0431. \u041f\u0435\u0440\u0435\u0432\u043e\u0434 \u0421\u0435\u0440\u0433\u0435\u044f \u0413\u0435\u0440\u0430\u0441\u0438\u043c\u043e\u0432\u0430"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n\u0412\u0421\u0401 \u0411\u042b\u041bO<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\n\u0412\u0441\u0451 \u0431\u044b\u043b\u043e: \u0438 \u043a\u043e\u043c\u043d\u0430\u0442\u044b \u043a\u043b\u0430\u0441\u0441\u043d\u044b\u0435,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u0441\u043a\u0443\u043a\u0430, \u0438 \u043d\u0435\u0434\u043e\u043c\u043e\u0433\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0435<br \/>\n\u0431\u0435\u0433\u043e\u043d\u0438\u0438 \u043d\u0430 \u043f\u043e\u0434\u043e\u043a\u043e\u043d\u043d\u0438\u043a\u0435,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u0433\u043b\u0430\u0437 \u0443\u0434\u043b\u0438\u043d\u0451\u043d\u043d\u044b\u0445, \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0433\u043b\u0430\u0441\u043d\u044b\u0435,<br \/>\n\u041e\u0442 \u0440\u0435\u0437\u043a\u043e\u0433\u043e \u0441\u0432\u0435\u0442\u0430 \u043c\u043e\u0440\u0433\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0435,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u043e\u0441\u0435\u043d\u044c, \u0438 \u0437\u0430\u043f\u0430\u0445 \u0430\u043d\u0442\u043e\u043d\u043e\u0432\u043a\u0438.<\/p>\n<p>\u042d\u043f\u043e\u0445\u0430 \u0440\u0430\u0441\u043f\u0430\u0434\u0430 \u0438 \u0442\u043b\u0435\u043d\u0438\u044f,<br \/>\n\u0417\u0430\u043f\u0440\u0435\u0442\u043e\u0432 \u043e\u0431\u044a\u044f\u0442\u0438\u044f \u0442\u0435\u0441\u043d\u044b\u0435,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0430 \u0437\u0430\u0442\u0435\u0438 \u0442\u0435\u043b\u0435\u0441\u043d\u044b\u0435,<br \/>\n\u0413\u0440\u0435\u0445\u043e\u0432\u043d\u044b\u0435 \u043f\u0435\u0440\u0435\u043f\u043b\u0435\u0442\u0435\u043d\u0438\u044f,<br \/>\n\u0418\u0437\u043b\u0438\u0448\u043d\u0438\u0435, \u0441\u043b\u043e\u0432\u043d\u043e \u043d\u0430 \u0432\u044b\u0440\u043e\u0441\u0442,<br \/>\n\u041a\u0430\u043a \u0431\u0443\u0434\u0442\u043e \u0431\u044b \u043a\u0442\u043e-\u0442\u043e \u0432\u043d\u0443\u0442\u0440\u0438<br \/>\n\u0414\u0440\u0443\u0433\u043e\u0439 \u043c\u043d\u0435 \u043d\u0430 \u0441\u043c\u0435\u043d\u0443 \u0432\u044b\u0440\u043e\u0441,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u0432\u044b\u0439\u0442\u0438 \u0441\u0442\u0440\u0435\u043c\u0438\u043b\u0441\u044f \u043d\u0430\u0440\u0443\u0436\u0443,<br \/>\n\u041a\u0430\u043a \u0431\u0430\u0431\u043e\u0447\u043a\u0430, \u0431\u0438\u043b\u0441\u044f \u0432\u043e \u0440\u0442\u0443,<br \/>\n\u041d\u0430\u0432\u0435\u043a \u043e\u043f\u0443\u0441\u0442\u0435\u0432\u0448\u0435\u043c \u0434\u043b\u044f \u0440\u0435\u0447\u0438, &#8212;<br \/>\n\u041e\u0442\u043a\u0440\u043e\u0435\u0448\u044c &#8212; \u044f\u043d\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0441\u043a\u0443\u044e \u0441\u0442\u0443\u0436\u0443<br \/>\n\u041e\u043d \u0432\u043f\u0443\u0441\u0442\u0438\u0442 \u0432 \u0436\u0438\u043b\u044c\u0451 \u0447\u0435\u043b\u043e\u0432\u0435\u0447\u044c\u0435<br \/>\n\u0418 \u043f\u0440\u0438\u0437\u0440\u0430\u0447\u043d\u043e\u0441\u0442\u044c, \u0438 \u043d\u0435\u043c\u043e\u0442\u0443.<\/p>\n<p>\u0421 \u0442\u0435\u0445 \u043f\u043e\u0440 \u043e\u043d, \u043a\u043e\u0440\u0438 \u2013 \u043d\u0435 \u043a\u043e\u0440\u0438,<br \/>\n\u0416\u0438\u0432\u0451\u0442 \u0432 \u043c\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u0442\u0451\u043c\u043d\u043e\u0439 \u043a\u0440\u043e\u0432\u0438<br \/>\n\u0418 \u0442\u0440\u0435\u0431\u0443\u0435\u0442 \u0432\u0434\u043e\u0445\u0430 \u0438\u043d\u043e\u0433\u043e.<br \/>\n\u041e\u043d \u0441\u0442\u0440\u0435\u043b\u043a\u043e\u0439 \u0434\u0440\u043e\u0436\u0438\u0442 \u043c\u0435\u0436 \u043b\u044e\u0434\u044c\u043c\u0438,<br \/>\n\u041e\u0442 \u044e\u0436\u043d\u043e\u0433\u043e \u043f\u043e\u043b\u044e\u0441\u0430 \u0431\u043e\u043b\u0438,<br \/>\n\u0414\u043e \u0441\u0435\u0432\u0435\u0440\u043d\u043e\u0433\u043e &#8212; \u043b\u044e\u0431\u0432\u0438,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u0442\u044b\u0447\u0435\u0442\u0441\u044f \u0442\u0435\u043c\u0435\u043d\u0435\u043c \u0432 \u0433\u043e\u0440\u043b\u043e,<\/p>\n<p>\u041d\u043e \u043e\u043d \u0436\u0435 \u2013 \u0434\u0430\u0440\u0443\u0435\u0442 \u043c\u043d\u0435 \u043b\u0451\u0433\u043a\u043e\u0441\u0442\u044c,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u043e\u043d \u0436\u0435 \u2013 \u043f\u043e\u0434\u0434\u0435\u0440\u0436\u0438\u0442 \u043f\u043e\u0434 \u043b\u043e\u043a\u043e\u0442\u044c,<br \/>\n\u041f\u043e\u0434\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0435\u0442, \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0443\u0442\u0440\u0435\u043d\u043d\u0438\u0439 \u043a\u043e\u0444\u0435,<br \/>\n\u0421\u043e\u0433\u0440\u0435\u0435\u0442 \u043d\u0435 \u0445\u0443\u0436\u0435, \u0447\u0435\u043c \u043a\u043e\u0444\u0442\u0430,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u0441\u043b\u043e\u0432\u043e \u043d\u0430\u0434\u0435\u0436\u0434\u044b \u0437\u0430\u043f\u043e\u043c\u043d\u0438\u0442,<\/p>\n<p>\u0410 \u0435\u0441\u043b\u0438 \u043c\u0435\u0436 \u0434\u0443\u0448 \u0438\u043b\u0438 \u0442\u0435\u043b<br \/>\n\u0417\u0430\u043c\u0435\u0442\u0438\u0442 \u043c\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0439\u0448\u0438\u0439 \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0431\u0435\u043b,<br \/>\n\u0422\u043e \u0442\u0443\u0442 \u0436\u0435 \u0435\u0433\u043e \u0438 \u0437\u0430\u043f\u043e\u043b\u043d\u0438\u0442.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\n* * *<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nTHERE USED TO BE<\/p>\n<p>There used to be: classrooms<br \/>\nfull of sickly boredom,<br \/>\nbegonias on the sill,<br \/>\neyes elongated like vowels,<br \/>\nand in fall,<br \/>\nthe smell of Antonovka apples.<\/p>\n<p>The epoch of decay, of destruction,<br \/>\nstraitjackets of  restrictions,<br \/>\nbodily ventures of sex,<br \/>\nsinful relationships,<br \/>\nstill redundant,<br \/>\nas if designed to grow into them,<br \/>\nas if someone inside me<br \/>\nwas growing, replacing me,<br \/>\nstriving to break out,<br \/>\nlike a moth vibrating its wings<br \/>\nin my mouth void of speech,<br \/>\nbut full of muteness and unreality<br \/>\nand the biting winds of January.<\/p>\n<p>Since then, no matter what,<br \/>\nthat one has always lived in my dark blood.<br \/>\nHe\u2019s like a compass needle<br \/>\nthat trembles among people \u2013<br \/>\nfrom the south pole of anguish<br \/>\nto the far north of love,<br \/>\nthe crown of his head deep in my throat.<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019s the one who gives me ease,<br \/>\nwho supports me by the elbow,<br \/>\nwho wakes me like a morning coffee,<br \/>\nwho warms me better than a cardigan,<br \/>\nand if there\u2019s the tiniest gap<br \/>\nbetween either souls or bodies,<br \/>\nhe fills it straight away.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":17453,"parent":0,"template":"","translations-type":[],"class_list":["post-17462","translations","type-translations","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/translations\/17462","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/translations"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/translations"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/translations\/17462\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18328,"href":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/translations\/17462\/revisions\/18328"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17453"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17462"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"translations-type","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eastwestliteraryforum.com\/rus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/translations-type?post=17462"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}